Faith and Sacrifice
Aug. 25th, 2005 04:40 pmSailors Uranus and Neptune, Faith, Belief, and The Way of Sacrifice
....Why am I writing up a section for this? It can't be that important, right?
Well, whenever people talk to Uranus, at least, there's a good chance the issues either of a) sacrifice or b) hope/faith/belief will come up. And a lot of the time, Uranus's beliefs on the matters seem to be almost self-contradictory.
What you have to know is that Sailormoon (the series, heh, and the character as well) functions on a few basic premises):
1 - everyone has a little chaos in them, but everyone also has a little hope.
2 - If you have enough faith in that person, in that tiny hope anyone has, no matter how evil, the person who has it can't help but believe back. Think of candles lighting each other, essentially.
And you also have to know that Neptune and Uranus don't have this as their way.
Throughout S, as I said in the canon writeup, they've resigned themselves to sacrifice. They were prepared to sacrifice the holders of the talismans, even knowing they were innocents. They were prepared to sacrifice themselves if it came down to it -- swore an oath to not stop to help the other if one could continue a mission (which both broke at various points, heh). After things worked out with the talismans, they were prepared to sacrifice a little girl, Tomoe Hotaru, as by killing her it would prevent the end of the world. For all that they're very cheerful/light-hearted people most of the time, they are very very grim, and very very resigned deep down.
It was this last point -- Hotaru -- where they really came into conflict with the ideals of Sailormoon and the Inner Senshi. Because they (including Pluto, who shows up pretty rarely!) felt they had no choice but to kill her for the greater good. And Sailormoon felt, no, I believe in Hotaru. She can fight off the darkness inside her.
It seemed absurd to them.
But in the end? They were rendered useless, and it took a long time and it was hard and it was very nearly the end of the world, but Hotaru didn't want her body to be controlled to do these things and she ended up rebuilding herself from the bottom up to prevent it, because someone had believed in her, and protected her, and because she had important people she wanted to protect.
(Sailormoon is also about protection, of course. *g*)
And Haruka and Michiru -- Uranus and Neptune -- saw it work and couldn't really grok it. It made no sense -- what if it had failed? What if Hotaru HADN'T? Would they have sacrificed the world just to believe in one person?
They had a showdown with Sailormoon, two on one, which I didn't really understand at the time -- basically they beat the crap out of her for a while and then, just as Uranus is swooping in for one hell of an attack, Sailormoon looks up and glows for a moment and Uranus misses and hits Neptune instead.
And they both give up and just bow to her.
It took rewatching Stars (the last season; S is third season, Stars is fifth) for me to really understand -- but Stars is all about finding the Light of Hope. And pretty much, that's what happened there -- not capital letters or anything, but they weren't able to really defeat her when she looked up and believed that Uranus wouldn't hit her.
They go off then and take a vacation, but when they come back -- they're still willing to sacrifice. It's just got a twist in it. That's to say -- in Stars, we see them willing to sacrifice both their friends and their closest companions to have one shot at victory, and that they're sort of okay with that, even if they think they're going to go to hell for the sin of betrayal.
But at the same time, they don't think the world is ending when they fail. Because they know someone with more faith, who's able to act in a manner foreign to them, has her own way of fighting. They cannot fight that way. It's not something they understand, it's not something they can wrap their heads around. But after S (through Stars) they've gotten to the point where they've realized it's a way that can work. All they can do is fight in the way they know -- and if that fails, have faith in one person to have enough hope and belief to pull through.
Here's a conversation between several characters after Uranus and Neptune's sacrifice-betrayal failed to work in Stars:
Fighter: "Sailor Moon -- do you know why Uranus and Neptune fought that way?"
Sailormoon: "I don't understand."
Fighter: "I didn't understand either ... Why sacrifice their partners' lives as well as their own? Was it their style of fighting? It may be true ... But ... I now know that it wasn't the only reason."
Fighter: "Everyone believes in you! "
Maker: "Believe...?"
Healer: "Sailormoon..."
Fighter: "You're mysterious. I didn't think I could fight beside you. ...But now, we're fighting together. I don't know why, but when I'm with you, I believe in you. I want to believe in you."
...and that's why, when Haruka talks to people about sacrifice and faith, her values seem pretty conflicting.
....Why am I writing up a section for this? It can't be that important, right?
Well, whenever people talk to Uranus, at least, there's a good chance the issues either of a) sacrifice or b) hope/faith/belief will come up. And a lot of the time, Uranus's beliefs on the matters seem to be almost self-contradictory.
What you have to know is that Sailormoon (the series, heh, and the character as well) functions on a few basic premises):
1 - everyone has a little chaos in them, but everyone also has a little hope.
2 - If you have enough faith in that person, in that tiny hope anyone has, no matter how evil, the person who has it can't help but believe back. Think of candles lighting each other, essentially.
And you also have to know that Neptune and Uranus don't have this as their way.
Throughout S, as I said in the canon writeup, they've resigned themselves to sacrifice. They were prepared to sacrifice the holders of the talismans, even knowing they were innocents. They were prepared to sacrifice themselves if it came down to it -- swore an oath to not stop to help the other if one could continue a mission (which both broke at various points, heh). After things worked out with the talismans, they were prepared to sacrifice a little girl, Tomoe Hotaru, as by killing her it would prevent the end of the world. For all that they're very cheerful/light-hearted people most of the time, they are very very grim, and very very resigned deep down.
It was this last point -- Hotaru -- where they really came into conflict with the ideals of Sailormoon and the Inner Senshi. Because they (including Pluto, who shows up pretty rarely!) felt they had no choice but to kill her for the greater good. And Sailormoon felt, no, I believe in Hotaru. She can fight off the darkness inside her.
It seemed absurd to them.
But in the end? They were rendered useless, and it took a long time and it was hard and it was very nearly the end of the world, but Hotaru didn't want her body to be controlled to do these things and she ended up rebuilding herself from the bottom up to prevent it, because someone had believed in her, and protected her, and because she had important people she wanted to protect.
(Sailormoon is also about protection, of course. *g*)
And Haruka and Michiru -- Uranus and Neptune -- saw it work and couldn't really grok it. It made no sense -- what if it had failed? What if Hotaru HADN'T? Would they have sacrificed the world just to believe in one person?
They had a showdown with Sailormoon, two on one, which I didn't really understand at the time -- basically they beat the crap out of her for a while and then, just as Uranus is swooping in for one hell of an attack, Sailormoon looks up and glows for a moment and Uranus misses and hits Neptune instead.
And they both give up and just bow to her.
It took rewatching Stars (the last season; S is third season, Stars is fifth) for me to really understand -- but Stars is all about finding the Light of Hope. And pretty much, that's what happened there -- not capital letters or anything, but they weren't able to really defeat her when she looked up and believed that Uranus wouldn't hit her.
They go off then and take a vacation, but when they come back -- they're still willing to sacrifice. It's just got a twist in it. That's to say -- in Stars, we see them willing to sacrifice both their friends and their closest companions to have one shot at victory, and that they're sort of okay with that, even if they think they're going to go to hell for the sin of betrayal.
But at the same time, they don't think the world is ending when they fail. Because they know someone with more faith, who's able to act in a manner foreign to them, has her own way of fighting. They cannot fight that way. It's not something they understand, it's not something they can wrap their heads around. But after S (through Stars) they've gotten to the point where they've realized it's a way that can work. All they can do is fight in the way they know -- and if that fails, have faith in one person to have enough hope and belief to pull through.
Here's a conversation between several characters after Uranus and Neptune's sacrifice-betrayal failed to work in Stars:
Fighter: "Sailor Moon -- do you know why Uranus and Neptune fought that way?"
Sailormoon: "I don't understand."
Fighter: "I didn't understand either ... Why sacrifice their partners' lives as well as their own? Was it their style of fighting? It may be true ... But ... I now know that it wasn't the only reason."
Fighter: "Everyone believes in you! "
Maker: "Believe...?"
Healer: "Sailormoon..."
Fighter: "You're mysterious. I didn't think I could fight beside you. ...But now, we're fighting together. I don't know why, but when I'm with you, I believe in you. I want to believe in you."
...and that's why, when Haruka talks to people about sacrifice and faith, her values seem pretty conflicting.